Monday, September 11, 2006
why?
First loves are the best.words really just can't describe.nothing else tastes as sweet as first loves.
No matter what happens you will always remember your first love.The next person that comes along that perhaps you will marry will only be second person you love most.and that first love will just fade away into oblivion.but the memories stick to you as though its part of your brain or something.being stored in your Permanent memory space and it just can't be erased.
Sometimes i guess people have to learn to be contented with what they have.nothing in this world can be that perfect,they go in search of fantasy disregarding the person they are with currently,as time passes our expectations drop drastically and eventually we end up with just any pleasant tom, dick or harry/jan, mary or martha that comes along,giving up on the idea of that perfect soulmate.
sometimes we all wish we had met that first love just a little later. perhaps things would be much different.Life is cruel.It makes your first love appear at all the wrong timings.
we're all rolling the same Sampans i guess.all in the same world.all facing the same shitty problems.i wish i had more powerful and bigger oars. The teenage phase we all have to go through.perhaps better days will come in the future?maybe.maybe not.who knows?
All we can do is hope.keeping a lookout for that person you will love second most.
drifting away from the topic a little. I guess maybe it may be things like this that drive people to turn to liking or even going to the extent of starting a relationship with the same sex.bah whatever. I'm straight.
i wanted to post a picture.
but blogger denied me from posting it.(msn dp),(friendster dp) :(
Let us live the life of aimless wanderers, let our feet lead us on, bring us to that place we belong.
Ice cream man from the west, meets fairy maiden from the east.
