Sunday, November 19, 2006
invisible ink.
hello there.
It's me.
Its one of those nights again. flashback attack. I've let go but its hard when flashback attacks come suddenly. Its now 4:28am. I can't sleep. Sometimes I honestly wonder if I would be happier if I hadn't made that decision.Whats done is done i guess. But you know, occasionally something reminds you of something, leading to how i'm feeling now.
Which makes this phrase stuck in my mind.
Fate brought us together , decisions tore us apart.
well well, Jansen Nigel James you gotta be the most sentimental person on earth.
No wonder its so hard being you.
My weakness is that I care too much.
If i'm late for class tmr I would probably take half day off. Time to recover from flashback? nah. I'm just lazy. besides i've learnt since i can't forget. i'll learn to live with it. until finally one day accidently, it slips outta my mind.
invisible ink magic.
Ice cream man from the west, meets fairy maiden from the east.
