Saturday, October 07, 2006
past tense.
I look back and see people who loved me before.
I chuckle.
(titles are useless)hah.
Good afternoon, it’s a Saturday, 3:49pm. 7th October. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (: 57th this year and many many more years down the road, my friend, my band mate, my mentor, my father.
He used to be real slim in the past but who knows how; he got pregnant together with my mother. hahaha. Now he wears those suspender thingys that seems to fascinate phatwoman a lot. haha.cool suspender stuff I must say. I'll grow up to be like you daddy.
I've currently listened to so much music that for once I feel that listening to the silence is actually quite nice. Just staring at the laptop screen, looking at my wallpaper, my icons and programs.
ah yes, my wallpaper about sums up my mood now.
Dans la souffrance, meaning in pain.
like someone once told me , we all feel sad sometimes.
and I guess my way to show it is to take pictures or to spend time with Betty.
Oh well. Let it be.
Hah. I don't know what to do with my fuzzy puffy hair now. Feel like cutting but again, feel like keeping. Decisions, decisions.oyeah and one more thing. Anyone wants go fishing anytime soon? Do tell me. hahaha. I’ve gone cold turkey on fish for quite some time now.hah.
Take care and peace out.
you'll always be my vitamin C.